Tuesday, March 22, 2005

NJC

It's official... i'm leaving another school... again!

Am i really meant to go where i am supposed to? for now I noe that I should be thankful to God for where he has posted me to. But i guess now i havn't seen his plan for me yet.

haiz... life is life...

Saturday, March 19, 2005

Band Camp

Just came back from band camp, got diarrhoea now... the band camp has been plagued with these cases, tt's y afternoon practice was cancelled. Just drank honey water my mum made, hope it gets better...

I have never blown my clarinet for such a long period within the day before... really really intensive practice, but hey... esplanade performances must be good rite?

1st nite was freezing, 16 degrees without any cover, must really thank william for suffering with me. We couldn't sleep so we walked out to the corridors and talked some crap, almost wanted to move the sleeping bag out... then when we looked at the window, from our room, we couldn't see outside at all because of all the condensation, that was how cold it was! In the end, we decided to use the sleeping bag as a blanket and slept on the floor because the floor was warmer than the air!

2nd day we all had prata... and after that cases of stomach aches and diarrhoea started appearing. But i managed to hold it back until now. Combined was better today, or at least Dr Lee didn't start scolding in chinese. And from one of his scoldings i learnt that garlic when brown is bitter and before that is sweet, u learn new thigns everyday.

The night games was fun... because my group never got any of the seniors, heard they did some creepy stuff. We had to find all the body parts of this disfigured doll. And at the aircon fans, i stuck my hands into some blood worms which really really smell like crap... had to wash at least 5 times to get the smell out. Other places were NL 14, sunken gallery, backstage of the hall and room 6.8

Those are the highlights of the camp... the rest of it was intensive practice! but only 4 more combined before the performance! Gosh, time flies like a passing wind...

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Letter to myself....

Found this interesting piece of paper while clearing my room just now, it's in pencil so better write this down here...

dear ashley,
who would ever thought of me writing to u? But i'm doing it now. life is so unpredictable.
Seeing the man in the mirror, u, myself. I know I see you finally for who you are. Not any facade you are wearing, just pure you. Looking at you, I see what a person i've become. Not doing the best of my ability, being lazy, never believing in myself enough even though i know i have more than the ability to change. I know i must change and it is better to change now rather than later yes?
....

The rest of it is too private to post here... really really private so ya :p
Guess they'll be lost.... but gosh why do i miss all my goals slightly

Monday, March 14, 2005

Sentosa

Woke up at 730 today.. the alarm rang at 7. but slept for 30 mins extra. Then rushed breakfast and frantically rushed to harbourfront... my classmates are pro... i was the earliest. In the end we waited until 830 when the meeting time was 800. Not tt late i guess.

Then we got to Sentosa, and took the blue line to Siloso beach. then we dumped our stuff at the shelter next to the beach soccer court. Started playing then XL scary, slide like no one's business, then after that everyone began sliding. Then we all rembak the ball so many times. Then play 10 mins.... it happened again... injured XL again... suay. So we all rested before playing volleyball. Voleeyball... it isn't my cup of tea, so lets just leave it at that.

At this time we were all burning, so Luigi and me went to 7-11 to get the drinks. 1 tip, do not walk from Siloso to Palawan ever..... 1.2 km of barefooted burning sand. Getting the drinks, took the red line back to Siloso.

When we got back, then XL and Johnny both testing their goalie skills. i beat Johnny on the 4th shot and Johnny beat XL on his 4th, so all even. Then NS came and we played against them, not bad 2 - 2, but i sub out dam fast. the guy slide into my shin, super pain, got mark there now, but later got back into the game and played more defensive. After awhile, cannot tahan, the scorching sand set ablazed to our feet as we became humji and hide under our shelter...

Pam, Mingwei and Clem were at delifrance, so we took all our stuff and met them at delifrance. Wayne got to delifrance after his T&F training. Finishing out lunch we went back to Siloso... then super suay, met the band ppl there then i wanted to run, but still kena caught, so dumped into the water with the friendship song, the irony....

Got back to my classmates with my soaking clothes then played ultimate frisbee and then volleyball again. Then after that got tired, so we all just slacked and talk crap... 1SC4, there is NO class that can talk or find as much fun crap as u guys sia... the content of the talk is unsuitable for all audiences. :p

After slacking around for a while longer, i joined the band ppl for basketball. Grace is pro, tt's all i can say, and wa... screwed my sandals after the game. Time to look for new sandals, maybe i go buy tomolo or something. Then after that went back to SC4 to talk more crap again... once again
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After SC4 left, went back to band... active sia, hop here and there. Then we all left for harbourfront for dinner. At the foodcourt met SC4 eating also. After dinner, went to play pool... I can hit balls into the holes... too bad the ball always seems to be the cue ball, sad.

After that, went home and called mei, and the usual sighing.... haiz... lol. I wonder why it's unhealthy though, but heard it from my band senior. I must find out some day...

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Church BBQ

Went to Andrew's house for a bbq.
risk.scheme.dawn and i. backstab. unbelievable.lester.took control. bbq set up. charcoal. table tennis. eat food. drinks. match. lost lost won. house. number game. home.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Missing ACJC

Hmmmm.... since i mite leave ACJC... time to look back abt it... lol i wonder y i look more backwards than forwards, so i'm not a forward-looking person, don't have one of the principals of Good Governence... argh SS, done with it lol.

The things i miss about ACJC, the environment where one can play and work lol one of the few JC's where playing is still possible.

Will miss 1SC4. U guys roc lol. though weren't used to u guys at the start, quite a big shift from my guai class of 4A, but yea... fun-loving people u guys are. I now know how to curse in 5 languages, english, chinese, hokkien, malay and filipino. Hmmmm a little bit on everyone from 1SC4 :

Petrina(sounds like katrina): Super smart :p top so many tests and fellow 7 pointer. Same class as me for swimming lol... learning freestyle

Cheryl(class rep): 6 pointer and 3rd student of MGS.... smart. Going to HCI. Don't let me pon even 1 period of class

Donna(cedar scholar): another smart person..... gosh my class so many smart peeps, she's transfering combi, so things i dunno cannot ask already... haiz will be diff schools anyways.

Pamela (Pam Po Hazel Tang): scholar as well also very very smart... learned all the advanced things already back in her country and she's *secret* years old

Brenda(Hui Fen): Lent me chicken soup for the soul book in chinese! lol nice person to talk to... straight A's student.... another smart one... all A's

Siew Hui(Swimmer): never knew she was in the swimming team lol, good in chinese tt time in her group super lucky lol

Mingwei(Chinese): The top chinese person in my class.... also got chinese accent, so smart until goin to RJC

Emily(Pon Queen): not porn but pon.... really dunno how many times she pon le... then she got some skill to make MCs pop out of no where. Parent's letter also... she's going to HCI

Luigi(G-man): this guy rox man... O lvls not so good but hopefully he can make it back to AC. Super diligent and nitrogen about everything! I think about 5 CCAs?

Daryl(Stunt Biker): haha all the best in goin to TJC... can crap with u all the wushu stuff and ur stunt biking.

YiYi(CIP rep): haha this guy only thinks about girls, come to AC becoz of girls lol and whole day non-stop talk about girls one ya....

Jian Nan (quiet guy): fellow 7-pointer and going to NJC oso... heard wat climb through fence. Pon so many swimming and abandon me.

Kenneth(Foo): only noe this guy wears pink trianglar trunks..... used to be student conductor also i think. Loves nothingness...

Chance(ang moh): haha wonder how in the world they believe his hair is natural lol... great bio rep and *ahem to the class rep lol....

Royston(basketballer): haha this guy always with his gf during breaks lol... pon school quite alot also... basketballer and fun to talk with oso la...

Harry(badminton): haha scholar also.... the scholar who is an exception... wonder why also... learn dunno how many malay words from him lol... noli

Tim Hue(the king): haha really king ar.... oso dunno king of demerit points lol. Fun guy to be with lol. haha so many pink slips

Wayne(fart): The guy with the power to wipe out every one in a lift... hmmmm big guy with a big heart... probably one of the nicest guys i noe, super big biceps until can rip off the legs of the table.

Clement(Chinese Rep): Hmmmm, another person to crap with. this guy is the cheena rep so ya i copy alot of things from him lol.... pon school for dunno how many days already so most probably leaving ac oso

Xiang Long(nan hua guy): sorry man.... think u r the person i injured most badly... becoz of the stupid thing lol... we must play tt thing in NJC see whether ppl there dare or not. I'll be seeing u there and hopefully classmates again, then NJC wouldn't be tt dull

Yi Jun(drama): haha this is the GP guy who knows probably more crap than anyone in AC, Drama guy so can talk alot also.... then kena saboed for the GP board hahaha.... draw and doodle alot also... the things he draw super good... must see...

Jonathan(fairsian): haha other fairsian who got into the same class as me.... haha person who does homework with the newpaper... must share info also lol, then curse in malay alot also... haha... fun guy, too bad only got to know u this year...

Then of course got my OG Galbeth!!! U guys rox always, help me settle a little but into the AC environment. But i guess we all settle into our seperate classes liao. When Kel gets back make sure invite me for the outing... and have more OG outings i need to mantain wat little social life i have lol... well tt's it for now.... gosh blog so much

JC application

Finally applied...

NJC
ACJC
SAJC
JJC
SP

I shall hold God's hand and plunge into the darkness,
instead of walking on a path which is lit for me.
Whether the choice be right or wrong,
I can only wait and see.

HP is now calling me grey..... grrrrr...
see how i turn out after 2 years lol,
then i'll noe whether it will be the right choice
HP wait till i start the nudge war... muahahha

Gosh 3 months have passed and now i must say goodbye again, things really change very very very fast after the O lvls...